It was Thor's Hammer damnit.

The crazy electrical brain disturbances.

I took meow-meow off and I do feel better now.

So, basically I feel very weird today.

It's like my brain is having electrical interference and tripping all over the place.

My head feels heavy, yet "floaty" and I have constant boners with itchiness that is far from pleasant.

When I close my eyes, I see everything in fast-forward time lapse and it creeps me the fuck out.

I'm talking to Siri.

Like DAMN HILLBILLIES IN A JAR!

Anyways, without further a do, here's an update picture ;)

It's difficult and challenging enough as it is to cope with HRT and my financial issues.

On top of that my health seems to be really bad too.. Trying not to give up and to hang in there.

We need to be strong!

Here are some images:

https://postimg.org/gallery/320pz8yzk/e7e208fd/

Anyone seen this yet?

Looks interesting! 

Hey all!

So.. Because I'm on a very tight budget (below minimum wage) and my partner, me and our lovely Emrys are barely making ends meet, I can no longer afford my hormones.

Even worse, I still owe my local pharmacy 121€ for my previous dose..

BUT! Instead of sitting here all depressed and sad, I decided to start cleaning out my closets and started selling very durable stuff on a Belgian website called Kapaaza :D

This is our little selling corner, be sure to look around and check regular for updates, I'll be selling a lot of stuffs for MtF and Transwomen soon.

And this is the link:

https://shop.kapaza.be/nl/maldomverkoop

Check it out gals and guys!

Hey iedereen,

Deze zou ik graag uitdelen op de aankomende T-Day!

Wat vinden jullie ervan? Het is een voorlopig ontwerp, maar mijn bf is er alvast fan van :)

Usually, right after the injection, I get a rash and a sore, bubbly-looking skin.

I hope this will improve in time, the more my body is getting used to the T-Shots.

So a mosquito decided to stab me in the fucking eye. Yes, you read that right.

More pics here:

https://s7.postimg.org/ag54h12ob/image.jpg

https://s7.postimg.org/olaxiubpn/image.jpg 

Like fucking hell.

This. A thousand times this.

(picture by Zander Hartman)

As much as I hate them.. Despise them even, I need to accept them for what they are right now. 

Binders can't cover them, my ribs no longer can take anymore bruising, and I'm running out of tears under the shower, pretending it's water dwindling down on my face.

One day they will be gone. But that day is not there yet. 

So for now I will walk proudly, lift up my chin, go out and say "This is me".

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https://postimg.org/gallery/2imvfj68q/